I Refused
Why me.
Why have I been selected to venture into another time in my dreams.
To live through situations beyond my wildest dreams.
Well. In a movie way.
The pictures weave their way through my dreams with me the heroine of
the hour.
I feel their pain.
Their sorrow.
Happiness.
Every action so real.
There I stood.
I don't know where.
I stood surrounded by people.
Did I know them.
No I didn't.
I didn't see their faces due to the brilliant light blocking out the
view of their faces.
These unknown people showed their love for me. A love so strong I
believed it caused the light.
Why me.
What had I done to deserve suck accolade from so many.
Had I saved them.
I didn't feel I had saved a life.
There was no expanding of the heart from pride of a job well done.
No tears either.
No feeling of loss on their behalf for a departed family member.
There hadn't been a fire where I had to rescue people by flying them
to safety.
I wasn't exhausted.
So the dragons weren't chasing me on this adventure.
The dragons are sneaky.
They lay in wait for unsuspecting souls to wander past their hidden
place in the darkness. The only warning they are near is the hot
breath on the back. Or see the fiery red glow of their eyes in the
darkness.
They hadn't invaded this picture.
Silence.
Glory.
Enchantment.
Waiting.
What were they waiting for.
The expectation hovered among the crowd.
I tried to moved toward the edge of them because I didn't feel worthy
to stand among such love.
All my life I've stood alone fighting my own battles while lending a
hand to those who needed assistance.
There was no escape.
Not one body moved to make a path for me.
Locked in by a sea of faceless people.
The energy radiating from them told me the expectation neared the
end.
The time of arrival was nigh.
A chorus of voices broke the silence.
Awe radiated around me hitting me with waves of energy. Enough energy
to light a city for days.
Slowly, I turned to face the direction from whence the energy came.
I couldn't see what all the fuss was about because of the glow.
Out of the glow walked a giant shadow. The shadow formed into a large
built man.
The crowd parted like the waters of the Red Sea to let him reach his
destination.
I knew he was there.
I felt his presence.
I had no vision of how he looked..
His hands clamped on my shoulders.
Energy flowed from his hands into my shoulders.
I felt his lips were headed for mine.
I dropped my head forward.
His burning lips left a fiery impression on my forehead.
A kiss which still burned when I woke.
I rebelled against the kiss he intended.
He left his mark on me.
For what reason I don't know.